Choices

Sometimes in life we have to make certain choices that we don't always know if our hearts were into it fully. We decide most of the time on what our feelings tell us to, but never what our mind suggests that we do. We go back and forth effortlessly once the choice is made on the reasons why we should never have made the choice to begin with. Why do we do that? Why do we pray for things, have our prayers answered, to only find ourselves not truly satisfied with the blessing that we received. I'm sick and tired of living like that because I am not free. I'm not free from the lack of confidence in my choice and I'm not free to what I now must live with because you cannot go back in time. Choices are meant to bite one in their a** when they least expect it to. Can't we stop ourselves you ask? Can't we look for more reasons to support the choosing of a better choice? Sure to all above. However, if you did stop, how would you know it was the wrong choice? If you did seek more reasons, would you truly be happy with the results? Probably not. We are fearful of the unknown, but so nosey to see what it is. No one said this would be easy.