People That Do Not Know What They Want

There is this person that I've dealt with on and off since last year. Recently, it has however been more off than on. I could see myself last year doing nothing more than being a part of their life. Whatever personal s**t that they got hit with, I only knew that I had to be there for them. I put myself into circumstances and situations that are beneath me and time consuming because I felt that they needed my support. The unfortunate part is that they never returned the favor. Whenever I needed them, they always had a damn excuse as to why they were no shows, or why they didn't answer the phone or why they were too damn incompetent. So after awhile the LOVE feeling started to drift away and I decided that I was not going to sit and wait for someone to realize that they wanted ME. S**T, I am doing wonderful things with my life, why would someone not want me, RIGHT? Wrong...I dealt with other people in the middle, but I ALWAYS seem to fall back on them. There was this..idk...way about them that just made me feel that I needed them with me. Everytime I went back due to them promising change, nothing changed. Absolutely nothing. They promised marriage, a ring, an apartment change or at least moving in with one another, support with both my son and my new business, but again nothing came out as promised. Do people that lead people on realize how fu**ed up that really is? How twisted of a person they must be to mind f**k? The better question is "DO THEY CARE?" I think the answer is no. Anyway back to them, I stay telling them that I am evolving and that their chance will past and they will not matter or exist to me anymore. I think this is merely a joke to them because they turn around and text "I NEED YOU" Yeah...right...lmfao! I think at the end of the day, people are just for themselves. It is the selfish attribute that they allow to surface, that keeps them from obtaining any positive lyfe experiences. Imaging that after all the sad, crying days, days of feeling lonely while dealing with the b.s., all the harsh comments and total disregard for me and my worth, they turned around and texted "I WANT TO STAY WITH YOU"! Yall know what I want to write, (but I don't know how many different races are reading this) so i'll just write "brother" puleeezzeee! Stay with who? Not me, the person that you totally treat like crap and only need me when you need me! You can stay right where you rest @. I wasn't important before, so don't make me valued now! This makes me so sick and I am definitely tired. Thank you for listening!